THERE IS NOTHING, BE!
Major A. W. Chadwick (Sadhu Arunachala)
THE PHILOSOPHY OF Sri Bhagavan, the greatest of sages,can be summed up in just three words "There is nothing."
So simple and yet so supremely difficult. "There is nothing".
All this world that you see, this mad rush of people after money
and `existence' is just a fabricless thought. "There is nothing."
You, as a personality, as a petty entity striving for your own
selfish ends, ever seeking so-called `Self-Realisation', are nothing.
You are like the shadow of a leaf cast by the moonlight,
intangible, unsubstantial, and in fact non-existent. And, as the
shadow is a purely negative phenomenon, is in fact nothing
but a shutting out of light, so is the ego and everything else
(because everything follows in the train of the ego and is actually
a part of it) only a shutting out of the light of the Self.
Sri Bhagavan tells us just one other thing. He says: "Be.
Just be your real Self, that's all." "Certainly, it sounds all right,"
you say, "but when one tries to do it, it does not seem so easy.
Has he no method?"
Method! Well, what exactly do you mean by method?
Sitting on the floor and concentrating on the navel? Or blowing
the wind out of alternate nostrils? Or repeating some incantation
one crore and eight times? No, he hasn't got any method. All
these things are no doubt good in their way and help to prepare
one, but Sri Bhagavan doesn't happen to teach them.
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"Then what am I to do?"
You must just BE, he says. And to be you must know the `
I that is.' To know the ` I that is', just go on enquiring `Who
am I?' Don't take any notice of anything except the ` I `, throw
everything else away like refuse. And when you have at last
found the `I `, BE. All talk, all empty words. `There is nothing
` and that's the end of it. No method, nothing to discard, nothing
to find. Nothing at all is except the ` I `. Why worry about
anything else? Just BE, now and always, as you were, as you are,
and as you ever will be.
`There is nothing.' You may justly ask ` Who wants this
purely negative state? `
To which I can only reply: ` It is just a question of taste.'
Though, note you, I have never suggested that Sri Bhagavan
ever says that the ultimate state after which, it is presumed, we
are all striving is negative. On the contrary, when he says: `
There is nothing `, it is obvious that he is speaking about our
present egoistic existence, which for us is everything. But this
being where there is nothing must obviously be a state which is
something. That state is Self-realisation. Not only is it something
but it is EVERYTHING, and being everything then logically
and philosophically it must be PERFECT.
` If we are already perfect and there is nothing else, what
need is there for us to go to Bhagavan? ` you ask.
And this reminds me of a story against myself.
An Australian journalist came to the Ashram, quite why
he came is a mystery, I doubt if he would be able to tell himself.
Anyhow he did come and in the course of his visit came to see
me in my room. It was obvious from the first moment that I
was a tremendous problem to him. Why a European should
shut himself away in a place like this was beyond his
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comprehension. He asked many questions but none of my
replies satisfied him.How could they? Especially as he had not
the first idea of what the Ashram was, or what people were
doing here. I didn't even write, then what on earth did I do? At
length he could contain himself no longer and bluntly asked
me what I was doing here. Now here was a problem to answer.
If I had tried to tell him the truth he would never have
understood, that I realized, so making the best of it I just said
that here I found peace of mind. I knew it was an inadequate
answer but hoped it would stave off further enquiries.
He looked at me seriously for a few minutes and then said
pityingly: `Oh I see, I have never been troubled in that way
myself '!
All I had succeeded in doing was in confirming him in the
conviction that I was insane! And was there not, after all, some
ground for his belief? Here have I been spending (`wasting', he
would say) half a lifetime searching for something I already
possess. I know that I possess it too, which makes matters appear
worse.
`Just BE.' It sounds so easy. Well, Sri Bhagavan says it's the
easiest thing there is. I really don't know. I suppose it all really
depends on how much refuse there is inside. We're all different
anyway and perhaps some of us were handicapped at the start.
It's certain that the rubbish has to come out and the coming out
process is full of surprises. All kinds of hidden vices and evil
tendencies start to pop up their heads which one never suspected
were there at all. But it's all for the good. Bhagavan says they
have to come out. But let them come out, not take charge.
Don't give way to them.
Those who expect Sri Bhagavan to hand them
Self-realisation, as if it were some tangible thing, are surely sadly
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deluded. How can anybody give one what one has already got?
All he can do is help one to remove the ignorance that hides it.
It is like going to a lake with a cup and sitting by its side praying
to it to fill the cup with water. You may sit there for a thousand
years but it is certain that unless you lean forward and dip the
cup into the water yourself nothing will happen. Even then
you have to make certain that the cup is not already full of a lot
of residue. Most cups are!
You say: `If there is nothing, why write?'
Yes, why? The whole thing can be summed up in four
words: `There is nothing, BE! ` When one understands those
four words one understands everything including Bhagavan
himself.
Then there is no more to say!
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